I
saw a copperhead on the trail yesterday. Not long, about eighteen inches, it
raised its small head and watched me, I assume carefully, and I watched it
back, then took a photo with my phone. If I can figure out how to send it to
myself, I’ll post it.
Missouri
has been an orderly procession of flowering trees, shrubs, and woodland
vegetation, each seeming to take a week or two, where it dominates, and then
passes the baton onto the next bloomer. When I arrived in March, redbud was
blooming everywhere, even as trees were slow to leaf out, and the simplicity of
the bright pink branches against the grey made the woods look like Japanese
paintings. There were violets about an inch tall, and then shortly the phlox,
the bush honeysuckle, and then the sprays of white berry flowers, complemented
briefly by more white sprays of tiny wood roses, less than an inch across,
which bloomed briefly and were gone.
The dogwoods and the apple trees took their turn as well. In June, the traditional honeysuckle scent
was everywhere, and wild strawberries decorated the edges of the trails. I
tasted one, and it was gritty and tasteless, so must be a different kind than
those everyone rhapsodizes about. The deer love them.
(I could really use a good butterfly book!)
Insects,
too, seem to have a specific season, a short period in the sun. For a while,
there were butterflies everywhere on the paths, each kind being dominant for a
couple of weeks, and then disappearing as the next group arrived. When I left
for a brief sojourn at home, Eastern Commas and Fritillaries were everywhere. Those
have disappeared, and now the beautiful ebony dragonflies helicoptering among
the bushes near the creek signal the sticky hot summer, which has arrived (it was 105 today),
curtailing all but the earliest hiking.
I
love these passages of season, although I could do without the heat. I think
whether flowers or insects, each species has evolved into a specific niche as a
time when fewer competitors are about, maximizing their chances.
We humans don’t
seem to do that – we’re everywhere, and at all times. Look at our mate-seeking
rituals. What different opportunities abound for happiness when we have all
these choices and not just the boy in the next valley who happens to be the
only single man for miles, even if he is unsuitable as a mate! We don’t have to
settle, although our evolution hasn’t caught up with that fact. Instead of “one
for us,” maybe its ten or one hundred greatest choices, and yet we screw up, we
make mistakes, for our biology is still wired for the eras when so few choices
and chances existed. I’m glad I’m not stuck in those days. I’d rather have it this
way. Happiness and good relationships
still take work, and are still worth it. That hasn't changed.
Composed during a retreat:
This, then, is
my altar: a butterfly on the path,
Its wings
opening and closing gently,
Showering
brilliance as it absorbs the sun
And waits for
ladies.
This,
then, is my altar: the four young pines
In
front of me, and beyond, the lake,
Where
osprey wheel, searching for lunch,
And
the wind gentles.
This, then, is my
altar, the Truth of who I am:
My Christ embraces
all the stars.
God within, and
God in nature are the same,
Whole, and One forever.